The Time of The Year.

My last time blogging was ages ago. The reason I write here cause I know I can't tell anyone straight.

This year has the WORST start ever, maybe because God wants to redeem my sins. I accept that. I believe that everything happens for a reason but bloody hell, it is hard to find the exact reason.

This year I know what a friend is not. I am yet to find what a friend is. That's a good experience I gained. Yet the feeling of loneliness still lingers in me because I don't know who to talk to when the hard phases of life are happening. I surely cannot talk to my parents, I don't know which of my friends I can rely on. So yeah.

Maybe this is karma. Like I have been such an arrogant douche and this is on how to make me humble again. I've learned my lessons and I will try and change myself. I will be strong to go through this phase.

And thousands and millions of apologies I ask for those who I have hurt or just fucked upon. I will try to make things up. :)

OMG ! THIS HAS BEEN ! A LONGGGGG TIME ! What ? Around 8 months ? Yeah that's long. okay my last blog was about how I just realised PMR is months away. Now I'm in Form Four. -.- DAH TUA !

By the grace of God, I managed to do okay for my exams. Now reality kicks in, FORM FOUR IS TIRING AS HELL!

Suddenly I got the laziness of writing again. Update later la :D

THE REALISATION!

Hey hey! It's the first time in three months since my last time updating my blog. MY GAWD! PMR is like SIX MOTHS coming and im not ready for anything yet!

Last month I went for Umrah. It was a memorable experience. I MISSED THE MOSQUES! It was MAJESTIC! OH EMM GEEE. It was seriously big and beau-tee-fool! The people was okay but not like Malaysians. MALAYSIANS ARE THE BEST *butt-kissing*.

Last two weeks was my school's Sports Day. Of course I did nothing but shot-putting~ and the march past. HAHA it was unforgetable! HAHA. Guess what? My house got 2nd in tug war! OWH YEAHHH~ My first medal in VI! Damn proud of it! HAHA. Corny but thats how I feel.

After about a week after that my hair got longer. YAYY. And my school starts to feel like normal again. But this time my table was stolen and I have to serch for a new one and decided to sit next to Subhan (the straight A student) and it is running pretty well.

Thats all for now.
PEACE~

SCHOOL STARTS!

OH EM GEEE! i know its kinda late but my gawd its the i-have-to-wake-up-early-so-the-prefects-tak-bising-kat-i-lagi time!

For this year i think im going to join the "Olahraga Team". Okay okay i now y'all might think "OMG Syazani nak join athletics!"wait la i didn't say that i'll be doing all the jumping and the running, instead i'll be throwing stuff away! OH YEAGGH!"phlegm"

Good thing this year all the teachers that my class got was the "okay" ones...not like previous years...pfft...

So far my weeks of schooling was okay but seriously tiring...and to start the first day of school, i realised that my sweater had lost! Like OMG! it was a birthday present! T_T...i had an emotional breakdown for a week!hahaha drama lebih!haha.and at school i sat next to my BUDDY Azir! heheyyyy!

hmm..
i think thats all for now cuz i have no clue what to write about.

OOOHHH ZAAA~

The Hang Out Of The Year.

Since my friends told me alot of times to update my blog. So I'll do it.

So it was last year, my friends thought of having a "reunion" with our old friends before new year starts. We then arrange it for idk 2 weeks just to get in contact with our friends. fast forward to THE day, we went to Sunway Pyramid by using a train and a bus. We arrived there approximately at 10 in the morning.

First we hung out and had our lunch there. It was fun when we talked about our years in primary school. We laughed our heads off! Good thing nobody "burst". pfft corny. Then thats when reality kicks in. We had 8 people and didn't have enough money to go in the theme park. Like WTF? Good thing some of us including "moi"-vain-brought some extra cash so we settled that thing.

When we bought the tickets we didn't that there is a deposit of RM10 for each person. Obviously we didn't have enough money. hmm.and then some of us still left like 20 to 30 bucks so we use that money to top up the outstanding amount.

We got in at last and I was like "Yayyy!Hope its not going to rain." And lucky us it didn't. So we rode every single one of the rides. First, we started by riding the "Tom-a-Hawk". I was like "Shit! Im afraid of these things." But still I have to ride it. We rode that son of a gun and I already lost my voice. Then we rode the "Pirate Ship" and my GOD! It was scary! We saw an ostrich when we were upside down! it was so cool! We rode other rides after that and we had F.U.N!

We went back home and treasure all the moments we have in our thoughts and hearts.

The Survey.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
4. Tag 15 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...
The Unforgiven-Metalica

2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Doll Parts-Hole *wtf?*

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Di Ambang Hati-Wings *omg this is not my song*

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Love Of My Life-Santana feat.Dave Matthews

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Porcelina Of The Vest Oceans-Smashing Pumpkin

6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Right Now-Samantha James

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Corazon Espinado-Santana feat Mana

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Killing For Love (Beatfanatic Remix)-Jose' Gonzalez

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Only The Lonely-Diana Krall

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lost In You-Garth Brooks*comel*

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dibelakangku-PeterPan

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
We Are The Champions-Queen

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Kau Ilhamku-Manbai* awwh comel*

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Primavera-Santana*wtf is that?*

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
A Song For You-The Carpenters

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Under Pressure feat. David Bowie-Queens*whoo!*

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
You're Just Too Good To Be True-Burt Bacarach*erh =/*

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Jentayu-Sheila Majid

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Where Ever I May Roam-Metalica

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Trade It All-Diddy/Fabolous

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Hey Mami-Joe

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
You Make Me Feel Brand New-Simply Red- *=.=*

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
A Beautiful Mess-Jason Mraz *cool*

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Brother You Can Spare A Dime-George Micheal*ewwww*

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Touch My Body-Mariah Carey*hahahahahaha*

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Dia (OST Claudia Jasmine) - Maliq & D'essential *Okay?*

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Seven Days-Craig David

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Sweet Child O' Mine-Guns N Roses

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
(Da Le) Yaleo- Santana

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Wild Is The Wind-George Micheal

P/S :
This is not my music player.wtf.

The Stay Up

So..now is 2.20 am...im trying not to sleep cause im going to Indonesia at 5 am..so im trying to break my record..haha..loser! [L] haha

haha..im bored so im watching lots of videos to make me awake..haha...lalalalallalala